| I just don't get people. Just because my brother is outgoing, hyper, and at times a tad flamboyant, he is called gay. My brother is definitely not gay...I can tell you that. I'm just sooooo sick of people at youth group of all places, asking him constantly if he's gay, then calling him a fag, a queer, or a fruit. Hmm...lets see. I don't agree with homosexuality, but just because a person is gay doesn't mean I'd treat them differently. But these people...gosh! They say they're Christians striving to be like Christ. Hmm...Christ would love the person, wouldn't judge, and would speak the Truth in love. I'm so sick of this whole world...and frankly, I'm sick of my youth group. My brother called one of his friends today (his friend seems more like an enemy to me as of lately), and his friend had someone answer his phone and ask my brother if he's gay. Then one of Brian and I's friends convinced Brian he has a crush on one of his guy friends, even though he doesn't. It really sickens me. I mean, come on people! This is not the way you act. I know right now I'm not being loving in my words, but I'm very hurt by this. The past few years, this is all my brother has gotten from people, and I am fed up with it. My brother has Tourette's Syndrmoe....HELLO! He has OCD! HELLO! He has ADHD/ADD! HELLO! I seriously can't take it anymore. I've talked to Pastor Andy about it and he said he knows Brian's not gay, and he hadn't heard the rumors...but...yes...there are rumors going around that Brian is gay. I threatened to quit the youth group because of all of this...but hm...if I stop going to a place that is helping me grow, then that's not good. But I think I might confront the people who are saying this, and set them straight. But...you can never really set people straight...so I'm kinda like, say what you want...but then again I care too much about my brother, and seeing him hurt like this is breaking my heart :'(. |
